to someone
from the beginning i oso very care of you.
is just you hu lue me. this i told you what.

okay. if her...
she think i got hu lue tiok her.
okay... i'm very very sorry! this i must apologize.
cause its her feeling.

thats call friend

if you trust me ,
i din say anything you oso will trust me.

but if you don trust me ,
i say everything you oso wont trust me.



so... i'm choosing to be the silence. (:

optimus prime.

never end.

EVERYBODY ! I SAID THE LAST TIME !

okay. there are two things.

first ;
i know i hurt you very much.
and i'm very sorry too.
i'm willing to say sorry or do wadever you want me do.
i'm very very very sorry to you.
you always say i hu lue you... okay. i'm sorry.
but you know?
before that time somethings that happend to me.
i'm very very sad and down.
but you all dont know ; din realize it.

just her ; just she know me. know my feeling. know what i think.
JUST HER ! RACHEL WONG TZE THENG !
thats always by my side.
she know what i'm thinking, i din say out but she know.
like my mum said... fren got many type.
some can make you laugh , some will help you in the skul work... and many many...
but still got one type that not everyone can find it.
she will really very care bout you , really same type with you .
know what are you sad about... help you solving the problems. and always always by our side!
trust you! can share all the things inside her heart.
i know you're this type .
i'm very happy and lucky to know you!
I HOPE THAT WE CAN HOLDING HANDS TOGEDER FOREVER !
PASS MY LIFE WITH YOU !

still remember on saturday...
after knowing that things , i'm very gekdong and cry at the toilet.
my mum notice it, and she ask me what happend?
i then told her.
the next day...
this things still keep on annoying me.
i keep on explain to both of you.
but , you din trust me.
i'm very very sad... i din did it! but no one trust me !
you wont know my feeling...
but still got two ppl know me.
one is rachel , and the other one is my mother.
she keep on counsel me.
and till the end i cry again...
and i'm not gonna to explain what again.
if you are my fren , you will trust me ;
so... i'm so appreciate everybody that i care oso choose to trust me.
my all true fren and my mum!
MUM! I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU!
after you counsel me , i really want go and hug you!
although we din always share the things in heart...
but i really know you!
i want tel you is
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ! THIS I CAN PROMISE !
I ALWAYS YOUR DAUGHTER ; YOU ALWAYS MY DEAREST MOTHER!
MY LOVE WONT CHANGE FOREVER !

lastly...
to you!
i just say what i can say to you dy...
u dont want trust me , i oso cant say anything.
but i can tel you , i choose to trust you.
cause from the day i know you till now ,
i've treat you as my true fren.

erm.
i know what should i gonna to do.

TO EVERYBODY -
dont always looking backward ;
must looking forward !

past is past.
just let it past! just put on your hope on today ; tomorrow ; or THE FUTURE !

today rainning...

although my body all become very very wet ,
my hair ; hand ; leg ; shoes ; uniform...
but still can dry after some time.


bt the things in my brain cant dissapear for long long time !
cant feel ; cant touch
cause that was the past.

finally nothing left.

i'm very sorry to everyone !
i'm very sorry to what i've done to you.
i'm sorry.

i promise i'll never do it again...
never ;

at least... at this moment
i'm very happy and proud of what i have!

i'll care of everythings that i must care of ... from now
so dont worry
me ; always myself.
never change. forever.

YOU , always in my heart! wont disappear .

I REALLY MISS WHAT I HAVE BEFORE

everythings changed !

but , i miss it much !

really.

i know its the time to let me treasure what i have nw.

ITS THE TIME TO LET ME CONSCIOUS !

people always say

it is not inevitable to be happy

so we must value it.

memory just can be describe by the word ; miss

the memory means the past.

memory is just a past tense.

everythings really will be changed !

when u din care it... u din realize it.

the time wont wait you ; everything must be the same.

WHY DON'T PROUD OF WHAT WE HAVE NOW?

until the end... when all things become the past tense only to regret? ):

you know ; i know

but nobody can really do it. i think.

i know that ;

There are two enternities that can really break you down

Yesterday and Tommorrow

One is gone and the other...

doesn't exist...

So live today ! (:

As i walk through life

I've learned -
that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.

I've learned -
that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.

I've learned -
that you should always leave loved ones with loving words.It may be the last time you see them,ever.

I've learned -
that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned -
that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned -
that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.

I've learned -
that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done,regardless of the consequences.

I've learned -
that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.

I've learned -
that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned -
that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest of distances. The same goes for true love.

I've learned -
that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned -
that your family will always be there for you no matter what .

I've learned -
that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others,sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned -
that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned -
that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other,from the depths of their souls. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.


I've learned -
that your life can be changed in a matter of minutes, by people who don't even know you, or you them.

I've learned -
that the people you care about most in life are taken from you too soon, and not always through death.

It is true that we do not know what we have until we lose it ;
but it is also true that we do not know what we have been missing until it arrives .


Sometimes that is exactly what happens when things don't turn out the way they should. If you have faith, you just need to trust that every outcome is always to your advantage. You might not know it until some time later...

started a new life

my new life

BE HAPPY EVERY SECOND!

i know i can do it!

YOU too.

.

.

.

.

tell me HOW !!

but , i know you dont care of oso.

):

celebrate saw teng b'day (:

yhee!


today celebrate saw teng b'day.
is belated want lah.
hmm... firstly we go gurney bought a cake for her!
SECRET RECIPE!!
yummy yummy!! (:
then we went REDBOX!
hahaha. 'my house'.!!
okay.okay. just have lots of fun at there! yar. really SIAO.
sampat til didnt wear shoes and GO OUTSIDE!! OMG!!
really crazy.

afterward... we went cyc play play and play!
play drum ; play car racing ; shooter ; dancing and many many...
i totally NO MORE ENERGY!
bt really happy and enjoy. :D

lastly... din mention the time.
walao! PEK CHEK!
rush back to skul. . . . . .

MY FOREVER FRIENDS.

i'm very suffer !
should i tell you the things?

duno.

sAd ;

090613 ;

TODAY ;

morning.

VERY RUSH! go gurney see movie! whee (:

bt, why must so rush?!
oh! my mother then say go redbox.

wow ! today is so substantial!

hee.

then...
after redbox, we just loiter in gurney...

waiting the time to cinema.

suddenly feel very hot...
erm. not suddenly... is always !
oh! originally the air-cond spoil dy.

the whole gurney?

YAP

...

DUMBNESS

okay. no matter what. i then see MOVIE!

actually i want see DRAG ME TO HELL . bt is 18PL .

i hate it !!

hmm...so i see night at the muzium 2.

i know this movie very ancient dy.

hee. bt i haven see ma. (:

bt really nice!! (eherm. every movie i see oso say nice want.) =-=

heh.cause recently always went cinema.

...

taDAA

;

owh! this funny people.
remember? got a part he quarrel wit the guys...

walao! i cant control myself! just keep on laughing... ... ...
maybe i'm a people that siao siao want.
BUT, ITS REALLY RIDICULOUS !!

;

erm...maybe should in this size :

OH MY !!

heeheehee ! (: i love this 'tiny things' so much!

especially that wearing a cowboy hat ; a cowboy suit ; somemore a black trousers...

SEE WHAT! yar. i'm calling you. :D

hmm... the only things that i can say is...

its funny ; laughable ; ridiculous ; comical ; amusing ; and FANTASTIC !! and bla bla bla...

still got abit touching. sure. (:

i really like it!

okay. lastly...
WATCH OUT !!

night at the muzium 2

heehee :D

then ;

i go eat seafood !

dont know where. just a place on the earth. (:

finally... my mum cal too much. til cant put down on our table!

gt 8 courses !! exclude the rice and drinks.

seriously? yar. i'm seriously !!

and just for 3 person. horrible? i think so. 0.0

end.

17 again ;

17 again by Zac Efron. (:

i just watch it. nice man!!

very funny and touching.

erm... today no mood to say dy...

just a word. NICE

so... WATCH IT. urself

hee.

Congratulation!!

today 9th of june is my dearest DD b'day. (:

is just opposite with me. whee!!

guess who? ...

yar. its DONALD DUCK !!

why take tongkat want? sure! he really so old dy. ):

now... he is 75 years old.

WOW!! unbelievable !!

hee.

okay. show you when he was young...

cute right!! hahahaha :D
how do i celebarate the b'day with my this

DARLINGGGG??

the end.

cough-cough . . .

morning... i went cut hair. a place nearby gurney.

lehma ! din open yet. OMG!

then i patah balik... go queensbay.

its so far away. go down ko go up. make me want vomit again.

i noe, maybe i'm nt suitable to sit in my mother's car so long time.

okay. then i sit there let the stylish cut cut cut... my mum wait wait wait...til ki hiong liao. -.-

later, we went eat dy.

while waiting a ppl, i saw 动力火车... wheee! they pass by me. jus in front of me! haiya... bt i din siao them eh lar.

after that ko go eat liao~ yar. i noe i'm too fat . (:


FINALLY . . . I SICK DY!
A-CHOO ; COUGH-COUGH. T.T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO YOU.

MY DEAREST KC !

I do wish you all the best here!!

love and miss you all the time.

... ...

and sooooo sorry cant go ur b'day party.

i'm so sorry. T.T

... ...

bt i'll gv this for you.

taaDAA ;

dont so happy yet. this pic is copy from google...

mine want i think nt so beau...

hahaha =]

... ...

okay okay...

last.

' BE HAPPY ' :D

aherm.

T.T

u R my fren .

remember!

... ...

we still can do friend. right?

=]

ya. SURE.

thanks for your din respect me.

thanks for telling ppl all my things...

thanks for being sooooo rude...

thanks for make me sooooo dissapointed to you!


THANKS ALOT !! WHAT THE...

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maybe ;

there is one day in the future ,

everything will disappear...

but ;

the only thing that i wont forgot is

the joyful journey that we walk passed together.

you still remember the promise?

just want to tell you ;

dont worry...

i still remember.