EVERYBODY ! I SAID THE LAST TIME !

okay. there are two things.

first ;
i know i hurt you very much.
and i'm very sorry too.
i'm willing to say sorry or do wadever you want me do.
i'm very very very sorry to you.
you always say i hu lue you... okay. i'm sorry.
but you know?
before that time somethings that happend to me.
i'm very very sad and down.
but you all dont know ; din realize it.

just her ; just she know me. know my feeling. know what i think.
JUST HER ! RACHEL WONG TZE THENG !
thats always by my side.
she know what i'm thinking, i din say out but she know.
like my mum said... fren got many type.
some can make you laugh , some will help you in the skul work... and many many...
but still got one type that not everyone can find it.
she will really very care bout you , really same type with you .
know what are you sad about... help you solving the problems. and always always by our side!
trust you! can share all the things inside her heart.
i know you're this type .
i'm very happy and lucky to know you!
I HOPE THAT WE CAN HOLDING HANDS TOGEDER FOREVER !
PASS MY LIFE WITH YOU !

still remember on saturday...
after knowing that things , i'm very gekdong and cry at the toilet.
my mum notice it, and she ask me what happend?
i then told her.
the next day...
this things still keep on annoying me.
i keep on explain to both of you.
but , you din trust me.
i'm very very sad... i din did it! but no one trust me !
you wont know my feeling...
but still got two ppl know me.
one is rachel , and the other one is my mother.
she keep on counsel me.
and till the end i cry again...
and i'm not gonna to explain what again.
if you are my fren , you will trust me ;
so... i'm so appreciate everybody that i care oso choose to trust me.
my all true fren and my mum!
MUM! I'M REALLY PROUD OF YOU!
after you counsel me , i really want go and hug you!
although we din always share the things in heart...
but i really know you!
i want tel you is
I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH ! THIS I CAN PROMISE !
I ALWAYS YOUR DAUGHTER ; YOU ALWAYS MY DEAREST MOTHER!
MY LOVE WONT CHANGE FOREVER !

lastly...
to you!
i just say what i can say to you dy...
u dont want trust me , i oso cant say anything.
but i can tel you , i choose to trust you.
cause from the day i know you till now ,
i've treat you as my true fren.